"By the Grace of
"For our rejoicing is this, the testimony of our
conscience, that in simplicity and godly sincerity, not with fleshly wisdom,
but by the grace of God, we have had our conversation in the world, and more
abundantly to you-ward."
2 Corinthians 1:12
Can we say this about ourselves? Can we "rejoice" that we have
our "conversation" in the world and with our brothers and sisters in Christ in
"simplicity and godly sincerity" that are from God? Paul was speaking straight
from his heart to the hearts and minds of his friends in Corinth. He was also
speaking to you and me and every other believer through the centuries. Paul was
an example to Christians of how they should conduct their lives on earth.
Notice several highlights of this verse.
- Paul was rejoicing. The word means "boasting." That's
something many Christians would think is wrong. It is in some cases, but not
in this one. The word "boast" is kauchesis . It means "to boast, be
proud, to glory, the matter or cause for glorying or boasting." This is what
Paul is proud to say.
- Paul's "conscience" testified. The word "conscience" is
suneideseos . Literally, the word translates as "a knowing with." Dr.
Vine wrote, "i.e., a co-knowledge (with oneself), the witness borne to one's
conduct by conscience, that faculty by which we apprehend the will of God, as
that which is designed to govern our lives." A conscience is a person's "own
internal witness". Each of us has one. Some are more sensitive to its voice
than others. Christians should have a very sensitive conscience because they
are practiced in listening to the voice of the Holy Spirit. I believe the
Spirit works with our own conscience to speak to us about what's right and
wrong, what's good and bad, what's holy and unholy, what's true and what's
- The Spirit of God led Paul in his writing of this letter.
That's why it's included as part of Holy Scripture. Paul is telling the truth
when he writes about the "testimony" of his conscience. The word "testimony"
is marturion . It is a noun. The literal translation would be: "the
testimony of the conscience of us." The word means, "testimony, witness,
evidence, proof, the declaration which confirms or makes something known."
Paul is speaking about how his conscience is "proof" of what he is saying. He
knew it was true deep in his soul. No matter what anyone else said or thought,
Paul knew. That's the way of the conscience. Others may try to fool us. We may
try to fool ourselves. But when we are quiet and honest with ourselves, we
know what's true about us and what's not true. We may fool others, but we
don't fool ourselves for long.
Our conscience is an important part of our lives. It's easy to get carried
away with what other's think about us. It's easy to be confused by our own
thoughts and perceptions. God has given every person a powerful internal tool
called the "conscience." Listen to it. Listen to the Spirit and the Truth of
God's Word. They will guide you into all truth. Listen to the Christ Who is
- Paul's conscience testified about his"conversation" in the
world. The word is anestraphemen . It comes from the words
ana ("back") and strepho ("to turn"). The idea is "to turn
back, return." It is in the passive voice here and speaks to the way someone
conducts themselves. It indicates what kind of life a person lives. It means
"to conduct one's self, to behave, to live in the sense of the practice of
certain principles." Paul is speaking honestly about the way he lived his
life. It's one thing to boast in speech and written word. It's quite another
to boast by one's actions. The phrase "actions speak louder than words" is
true. Paul's conscience was proof to him and others about the way he conducted
- Paul speaks about two locations for his conduct. One is "in
the world." The other is "more abundantly to you-ward." Paul lived his life in
two worlds. One was the world around us: the cities and towns, the stores and
markets. Paul knew that conducting himself well to the unsaved world was
important to his testimony as representing Christ. The other world Paul lived
his life was his relationship with brothers and sisters in Christ. He could
honestly boast about the way he conducted himself in both worlds.
You and I also live in two worlds. There's the physical world and the
spiritual world. We exist in both worlds simultaneously. You are always
"conducting" yourself in those two worlds throughout your day. One minute you
are relating to the physical; the next minute you are relating to the
spiritual. It happens in our homes, our extended family, our jobs, schools and
community involvements. Paul could say that his conscience was a testimony to
how he conducted himself in the world and "especially" to the Corinthians. The
most important relationships we have in life are with other
Christians. These are people with whom we will spend eternity. Christ has made
us a "spiritual family." There is no stronger bond!
- Paul's conduct and relationship with others was " in
simplicity and godly sincerity." Notice the two things Paul pointed out as
important in our behavior before the world and fellow Christians: " in
simplicity and godly sincerity." "Simplicity" is hagioteti . It comes
from the root word hagios (holy). It is an inherent or acquired moral
holiness. It deals with the way one's mind and soul direct one's moral
actions. What you are inside shows itself on the outside. Again, we may fool
ourselves for a time, but our conscience will tell us what we really believe
as will our actions towards others. The phrase "practice what you preach" is a
I've spent most of my ministering life in the workplace with a mixture of
saved and unsaved. One of the most often complaints by unsaved about saved is
they don't practice what they preach; that they're "hypocrites." Paul is
saying clearly here that he was not a hypocrite; that he practiced what he
preached. That's what every Christian should be able to say about themselves.
It's a boast we should be able to echo with Paul; not in pride but in fact.
"Godly sincerity" is eilikrineia . It was used for
unmixed substances that were unalloyed and pure. It comes from the words
heile (the shining or splendor of the sun) and krino (to
judge, discern). It means "sincere, pure, unsullied, free from spot or blemish
to such a degree as to bear examination in the full splendor of the sun." Paul
used the word in other writings for moral and ethical purity. The idea was of
an uncorrupted, pure Christian behavior in the light of God's judgment. That's
something when a Christian can say the way they conduct themselves in the
world and with other believers passes the judgment of God's light!
Notice that "simplicity" and "sincerity" are "by the graceof
God." They are not from ourselves. They are not something you and I can work
up in our own power and intelligence. They must come from
God. They must! We do not have the power, wisdom, knowledge or ability to be
truly holy and pure. No way! The Christian must rely on God for everything.
Being a Christian means living a life dedicated to and depending on God's
strength. If we try to live out God's expectations for His children in our
power, we will fail. Only God can live a holy and pure life through us. Our
strength to lead a Christian life comes from Christ "in" us. We need Him just
like Paul did.
- Paul gives God the credit for everything he accomplished.
Paul was not trying to make himself sound great or special. He wanted everyone
reading the letter to know it was because of God's Grace that he had lived a
life of which he could boast: "not with fleshly wisdom, but by the grace of
God." There is no possible way you, I or anyone else can live a life of
holiness and purity in the world and with other Christians from the wisdom of
this world. You've read and heard the wisdom of people in the world. Their
wisdom doesn't hold up. It can't under the pressure of real living. Life is
hard but God is full of Grace and Power and will get us through anything if
we'll commit our plans and actions to Him. Let God be God in our lives! Let
Him show us the way. He knows best. What lasts in this life and the next is
the power of God's Grace! God knows what's true. He knows what will work. He
knows that the Holy Spirit will take His Perfect Word and do a Holy work in
our hearts and minds. He knows that "if" we obey His Word and the leading of
His Spirit, we will be able to "boast" with Paul that "we have conducted
ourselves in the world, and especially in our relations with you, in the
holiness and sincerity that are from God."
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